Sem 2 Term 2

Byebye my lovely holidays, byebye my first week of term 2!
Actually the first week was quite... okay?
And I'm supposed to be doing my DE lab assignment, but now I'm here updating my blog?!

It's okay! Let's talk our SP open house performance
oh yea, our open house is from 4th to 8th
C'mon guys come down and support our school
and of course I would like to see my Dato' Juniors in the campus HAHAHA

and... SP Guitarists performed on the first day of the open house
which is yesterday.
and when I knew that we'd be performing outdoor, I started to worry...
and yea things really happened as I expected
For me, the performance was quite a failure. HAHAHA
even though we had 30 people to perform, the sound was still too soft
never mind we try again on Tuesday K :DDD

looking forward to the Chinese New Year

and I still fucking hate TCS
bye.

BEWARE: THIS POST IS EXTREMELY NEGATIVE

I wonder who still reads my blog. But yes I'm going to write something, something really random?

My semester 2 started 2 weeks ago, 5 more weeks to my term break and I think this is the only thing that keeps me moving, slowly. After so many months here, my language is still very weak, so weak I can hardly do my presentation well. 

I cheated on my own, I used to run away from my fear by thinking that : I'm from Malaysia that's why my English sucks :D 

Not a reason anymore, my Malaysian classmate speaks good English, very good, super good. People from philipines, from Indonesia, from Taiwan ok BLA BLA BLA. Their English is just too good even though this is not their first language nor mother tongue. 

So what? The one that sucks is me :x

Ok I shall stop talking negative things, life is still wonderful :D

Looking forward to Chinese New year although I know I won't be having as many holidays as we usually had during secondary school, sooooooooooo what CMON CNY

TCS first group presentation tomorrow, yes just because it's a group presentation! I don't want my poor performance to drag the whole team down. :( 

( why am I getting back to all those -ve things again.why :[ )

Ok let me continue, I swear the next post will be a 'too-damn' delighted one

The old me doesn't simply feel stressed out, but now, the moment when I catch no ball in the class. 

The moment when there's a group project and your groupmates know all the things don't know from where the hell and you just sit there and ask : why?

The moment when there's a presentation tomorrow and you don't know what and how the hell to talk. It's really frustrating. And I'm serious, there's a presentation tomorrow. :(

So how? Just talk cock only. my teammate said. 

But the problem is, I don't even know how to TALK COCK. 

The biggest problem is not when you don't know what the problem is, but when you're actually the REAL REAL REAL REAL BIGGGGG PROBLEM. 

Anyway, Blinded by love - Lenka, is really a great song.