My semester 2 started 2 weeks ago, 5 more weeks to my term break and I think this is the only thing that keeps me moving, slowly. After so many months here, my language is still very weak, so weak I can hardly do my presentation well.
I cheated on my own, I used to run away from my fear by thinking that : I'm from Malaysia that's why my English sucks :D
Not a reason anymore, my Malaysian classmate speaks good English, very good, super good. People from philipines, from Indonesia, from Taiwan ok BLA BLA BLA. Their English is just too good even though this is not their first language nor mother tongue.
So what? The one that sucks is me :x
Ok I shall stop talking negative things, life is still wonderful :D
Looking forward to Chinese New year although I know I won't be having as many holidays as we usually had during secondary school, sooooooooooo what CMON CNY
TCS first group presentation tomorrow, yes just because it's a group presentation! I don't want my poor performance to drag the whole team down. :(
( why am I getting back to all those -ve things again.why :[ )
Ok let me continue, I swear the next post will be a 'too-damn' delighted one
The old me doesn't simply feel stressed out, but now, the moment when I catch no ball in the class.
The moment when there's a group project and your groupmates know all the things don't know from where the hell and you just sit there and ask : why?
The moment when there's a presentation tomorrow and you don't know what and how the hell to talk. It's really frustrating. And I'm serious, there's a presentation tomorrow. :(
So how? Just talk cock only. my teammate said.
But the problem is, I don't even know how to TALK COCK.
The biggest problem is not when you don't know what the problem is, but when you're actually the REAL REAL REAL REAL BIGGGGG PROBLEM.
Anyway, Blinded by love - Lenka, is really a great song.
